endless....

\\  

To tell the truth, I am not in a good shape recently. The thing I afraid, no, not that afraid several months ago, finally comes to me. For now, there seems ain't no way out, I hope chances coming, so the only thing I can do is infinitely waiting, waiting for chances.

I know you guys hate those mumbo-jumbo things as a start of the article, so I put it frankly, what makes me upset is job-hunting. As a fresh graduate coming from mainland, what you have in your hometown, the resources, the people circle, the mother tongue, the interpersonal skill, seems no use at this moment. W-H-Y? because here in Hong Kong, the culture is different, the language is different ,the lifestyle is different, the way to do a job is different, how many differences I can exactly point out? I surely don't know and can barely estimate what I gonna encounter next. 

For the past nine months, I am immersed in a happy life. there's no better place than Hong Kong can be my paradise, yes, zero obstacles, everything goes my way, at least in a way of what I expect.

I don't know what I chasing after. People say I am too obessed, but is there anything wrong to insist on things you want? anything wrong with passion? At least I know I am not stubborn, and I surely know maybe after some time I might give up and be realistic, but please, I need some time, some time, yeah, you people keep telling me, it is just matter of time for you to change my mind, I agree. but please let me try it ok? I won't blame any body if the result isn't fine, but I do blame myself if I don't even try it, so again, I need time, don't force me to do something I don't really like

thank for listening my crap, now I want a job, a job in digital marketing industry, that is it.